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2011-12-14T23:42:00.003+08:00

November wasn't all that great for me. In fact it was the lowest point in time for me.
Pretty much lost 2 girls i loved, all left me for the same reason. Was it because i freaked you out? Wanting you to commit in a relationship? I really don't know what went wrong. I can only deduce that its from me, like how karma come back around. I cheated on my girlfriend, i would have to repay what i have done no matter how hard it is.

I have cheated on and cheated with before, i know how much it hurts for the guys. How much it hurts to know that your girlfriend cheated on you.

So B, i just want to say i am sorry, sorry for what i have done 3 years ago. Maybe i wasn't in the best of my mind then, or maybe it was just O's stress. What had been done is done, i guess sorry doesn't change a thing. I can only ask for forgiveness, i saw the suffering you had. I cheated on you with the girl you love so much, but you came out stronger, stronger than before. I'm not saying that what i have done made you a better person, i am just glad you cam out better.

Y, thank you for forgiving me even though i cheated on you. Our relationship wasn't working at that point of time and i wasn't someone who is great at breaking up. I left you hints, hint that our relationship isn't working but you kept hoping for the best. I am amazed by your mindset, after all you are a pessimist and i am the optimist. Maybe that was the one quality i was looking for in the first place.

E, i don;t think supper is possible for now. It is wrong and i don't want to create a problem. Truth to be told when i saw your picture, i am glad for you. He is better than me and i am pretty much sure of that. I'm a jinx, don't come and say i am not. Lets just leave thing be for now.

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December have been kind to me for now, and i am really thankful for that.
It felt so good releasing all this stress and this would prolly be my last blog post.

What is really on my mind is getting our friendship back. P.A.D remember?
It was the best time of my life and i would do anything to get it back. Everything

2011-02-14T23:58:00.002+08:00

I've learn that the view from Queen Elizabeth walk, the tallest building would have been UOB banking, the lights under the bridge change every 3 minutes, people love skate boarding. At the end of my 3 hour Zen moment, i realize the tallest building is not in front of me, but always behind me all along.

You gave me reason to like valentine, being able to look forward to being able to see you. I also know a ang mo dude who waited for a girl who 'caught his eyes' 3 years ago. He said its all about the craziness in this love that made him live.
And the not so good reason to love val day is because i think what they show in the movie is fake, you dont just happen to be at the exact same place as the girl is. If all this goes down to luck then i guess i have no one else to blame but me.

And anyway, happy valentine day once again

pann

2011-02-12T16:47:00.004+08:00

Nope, am not gonna say sorry.
But that does not mean you are at fault.
Just because 'attachment is your first job' doesn't make you 'useless'.
I always believe that if my parents is more richer, i could have study harder and get the life i always wanted, but life is not the case, i don't get to choose who become my parents, i accepted it long time ago and i don't want my son to feel the same way about me. Its just that with all the time spent on work channeled into studying, i could have done better.
You need to start having a positive mindset, how to change when you keep thinking about stuff like 'i cannot do it?'
I mean after all jeff and i done it, why not you?
I've listened to you girls for long enough already, from who can i like to watching ghost movie, did i ever make a big shit about it?
And if you recall, can you remember who said useless,cannot make it?
I can swear on everything i have i never said that before.
And dont get a job just to spite me back, its stupid

And i will quit school should i fail REE. This course does not excite nor interest me anymore, its just a bunch of equation whom i'm starting to question would i even use in the future

2011-02-12T16:47:00.002+08:00

Nope, am not gonna say sorry.
But that does not mean you are at fault.
Just because 'attachment is your first job' doesn't make you 'useless'.
I always believe that if my parents is more richer, i could have study harder and get the life i always wanted, but life is not the case, i don't get to choose who become my parents, i accepted it long time ago and i don't want my son to feel the same way about me. Its just that with all the time spent on work channeled into studying, i could have done better.
You need to start having a positive mindset, how to change when you keep thinking about stuff like 'i cannot do it?'
I mean after all jeff and i done it, why not you?
I've listened to you girls for long enough already, from who can i like to watching ghost movie, did i ever make a big shit about it?

And i will quit school should i fail REE. This course does not excite nor interest me anymore, its just a bunch of equation whom i'm starting to question would i even use in the future

2011-01-25T00:18:00.002+08:00

Woot, bet nobody see this now:)

Wanna rant and i just remember why i created this site.
Why am i so lazy for this semester?
I will prolly get less then 3point for this semester, prolly cos
i am having a waning interest in this course,
I'm starting to question myself as well now.
Seriously this is fucked.

With A-team installation over, i guess i dont have much chance of seeing you either
Every have the feeling of looking once at a girl, and decide that she will be your wife for the rest of your life?
Well she just appeared and i guess i dont dare to take this leap of faith cos there is too much for me to lose should all else fail. Seriously,i just want to hold on to you for once.

2010-06-03T01:03:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna pay back what every you did,and i swear it's gonna hurt big time
Asshole:)

pann

2010-05-24T21:58:00.001+08:00

So bored.Aint surprises just so cool?

2010-05-24T00:35:00.002+08:00

Man,i wanna join that competition so much because i know its something that
does not bound me down.But then GPA was the first thing to pull me down already.
And not to mention,this week was sucky.Captain Ball get 2nd and with a special price of sunburn.Crystal Growing Competiton?

pann

2010-05-19T18:04:00.000+08:00

Another one reason i hate twilight,because of that bimbo bella:)

2010-05-17T18:41:00.001+08:00

Did Graduation duties today.
Awesome speech by the students.

'....lastly,i would like to thank my mother,father,sister and most of all
my beloved fiance for standing by and through my worst time'

2010-05-17T00:58:00.001+08:00

I love you too much to let you go,selfish?
I doubt so,love is always unfair

pann

2010-05-13T22:25:00.001+08:00

Why are human like this?Improving oneself or improving own species which lead to obsolete-ness of human?So how,i dont like all the changes going on.

2010-05-12T00:59:00.001+08:00

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So how i'm stucked too.

2010-05-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

Somehow,when picture depics life,i realise i'm much more happier:)

Selling this would have been the best business this year.Apps FTW

2010-05-07T02:05:00.000+08:00

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When life get so sad.:(
LAUGH OUT LOUD!

2010-05-05T01:33:00.002+08:00

Seriously,I hope things will return back to normal.
Like how i know you last year,maybe with proper introduction,
things will not turn this way.

Cp0902,this class is really,not a class anymore.The only friends that i felt still 'friends' to me are only Teng ping/cheng wee/sian wee.
Indonesia trip was a diaster for most of you guys,but then,i make the most out if.
Not to mention my gastric acting for the first time in this year,but i never complained much.Just put on a smile,because they are contagious.
2 more years people,how do we hang on?
At least C1 and C3 are somewhere near to what i call friends.
Cant we go back to like before,willing to forgive and forget?
Only with a smile,learning to forget,willing to forgive,will make things happen.

Maybe i shall stop making you feeling guilty,because deep down,i dont feel good either.Sorry Ksy.

Hope.
pann

2010-04-29T01:45:00.004+08:00

Would it be great if i get to re-roll my life again?

Oh trust me.
If i could just go into your house and steal you away from this nightmare.
The problems you would have suffered since long time ago.
I dont mind doing this all,till now i dont understand its empathy or sympathy
Things changed alot this past week,i realise sometime something should not
be taken for granted.I'm sorry.

pann

2010-04-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

Today wasnt that great.
Wasnt really tht 'monday' i hoped for.
In fact,it sucks.My neck hurts.

2010-04-23T00:46:00.003+08:00

As usual pann,your heart always win you head.
How many times you want to suffer?
Guess i'll never learn.
I actually sat at YCK mrt station for 1 whole hour gamling on luck.
Nevermind that,its one of the many gamble i'm willing to take.

Pann
Fun facts:Most woman are crazy people

Because most man are assholes

2010-04-22T00:11:00.003+08:00

Just did something which i promise myself not to do again.
please control,doesnt mean you like someone,people will like you back.
For the sake of studies,just remain 'monk':)

Did he just say fucking lame shit in the parliment house?

signing off!
pann:)

2010-04-19T22:56:00.000+08:00

4minutes 35second was all it takes.
thanks you:)

loves,
pann

2010-04-16T23:17:00.001+08:00

As far as i am concern,i do things my way and i dont find a point to
tell you what i am doing and how i am making it happen.
Rather then explaining how it happen,why dont i save my time on making
it happen?
Seriously you are slowing me down.diediedie

pann

School resolutions!

2010-04-12T21:53:00.002+08:00

School resolutions!

In this semester
I MUST:

1.Maintain my GPA of more then 3.5
2.stay out of relationships!
3.MUST NOT PON WED MATHS LESSON!
4.GET MY ITOUCH!

okay dont be so greedy,i just want to complete resolution 3 only,thats the main point.
MUST NOT PON MATHS LESSON!!!!!!

pann

2010-04-06T23:42:00.002+08:00

NEVER STOOP LOW TO FIGHT THOSE LOW LIFE
THEY WILL BRING YOU DOWN
AND BEAT YOU WITH EXPERIENCE

Specially for kia yuen:)

really got no mood to blog lehs,too much stress from work!

*edited*

felt like blogging already:)

Had awesome time at the lounge with the peeps,not to mention the car ride back from bundung.Awesome conspiricy theory people:)

2010-03-28T23:39:00.003+08:00

Back from Indo!FUN
Result taken!Relieve(well hello director list:))
Birthday coming!Anticipation!
Cos wong pann wanna get his driving lesson badly:(
MUST SHAVE!MUST SHAVE!

Maybe your right,we'll not meant to be together.
I am still too weak for you.
I mean there are other better guys out there right?
This trip taught me many things.Thank you

pann

PHOTOS WILL BE UPDATED BY THIS WEEK:)(FINGER CROSSED)

**Edit**
I realise i haven change my wishes!.GONNA CHANGE NOW:)

2010-03-23T02:30:00.004+08:00

Its gonna be here till i get back from indonesia:)

2010-03-21T01:07:00.004+08:00

I realise all the problem sec 3 faces are the same eh?
I mean,pressure from parents and also teacher?
Relationships?
This stuff certainly affected me in life,and ALOT i would say.
I mean, during sec 2 when i nearly drop to acad and also sec 4 which i have a imbal score of 35 for prelims.

People excel under presure?Sure?
Certain things repeat all the time,like whats happening all the time in instructors camp.This boy girl thing that come out of the camp,happened for 4 years already.
Only sucessesful couple are like htay aung and charlene?
The rest are just like one night stand,i had mine 4 years ago.
Yes i regret what i done,how stupid i am.
But this are the stuff that make you stronger in life.
Fall harder to achieve greater someone told me.
You'll never achieve it if you cannot even get out of the problem in front of you right now.
If its studies,this is just a smaller problem compare to what you are going to face in the future.
Beat the odds,fight the never ending war,because someday,you people will win.
I've won,have you?

Felt like some adam khoo alike workshop:)

Try and spot me:)

Even my greatest(not jack neo or whoever famous) idol has disappointed(Kia yuen take note) me. Whats more to trust in life?Love still prevail over sex or love is just sex now?
Which bring down to,am i able to believe inmyself?That not everybody is unfaithful?Not everybody cheats on each other?i always hate sentence that goes 'i love you but....' dont give those lame excuse just because you want to hold on to a backdoor choice.Am.i.able.to.trust.you?

CAMP 2010 FTW

2010-03-18T19:43:00.005+08:00

Overall Instructors:)

With Mr hassan and the senior instructors:)

Mr chia and his sai kang party:)

As usual,manage to went back to the camp for the fourth year running:)
And a very big SORRY to CHUA WEI LUN for not asking him:(
Many things changed my perception this year as well as expericening many 'first' time as well.

My first time:
1.Saw Clarence staring into air for no good reason(he NEVER does that,wonder whats the reason:)
2.How thick skinned someone could get when everybody already dont like you lazy bum
3.How 1 eyecandy turned everybody against each other:(
4.almost performed for the P5 campers!
5.Consuelling someone which a problem that is bigger the mine:(

I think that will be it already.There are 4 sets of sibling in this year camp.
And i know almost all of the people this year.
Jian kai and yun qiang
Kia inn and Kia yuen
Clarence and constance
Kean yew and Min yi

The older siblings,compared to younger one.Younger is more zai.
For example clarence and his sister:)
One so kao pei and guai lan ttm,the sister get singa award.(Y)
One is in ITE another is in RJC
I also managed to be a better MC this year as well as being able to make the instructor listen to me:)Quite a feat compared to last year:)
Much Story telling this year and the instructor are more guai this year,really never stay out late at night as compare to last year

I selling Mr.Men and Lil.Miss for $200 bucks:)Full set with 49 pieces:)

Let me sidetrack awhile.
Issit that guys cannot survive without sex?
or issit the more sex the merrier?
Or was it that one is never enough?
I'm disgusted by someone.Your my Idol,but yet you do such stuff.What are you thinking
Or issit that staying unfaithful which will lead more sex that is better?
I'm totally lost now, how can i find someone whom i can totally trust on now?
Or rather,am i able to stay faithful?

pann

2010-03-18T00:39:00.002+08:00

Hello people!
I know i hadnt been faithful lately.
But i promise to blog latest on the 22nd night!.
A post dedicated to my camp instructor.
You changed many things the i always looked at.
Thank you:)

loves,
pann

When 1 eyecandy turn everybody against each other,how nice:)

2010-02-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

As much as i can say,i am not perfect.
Maybe its time for you to change?
I wonder when will you ever stop being late?
Who are you to say "why must i wait for you',when everybody have to wait for you?ALL THE TIME?
and yes,things would not change this way if i never got together with her.
Might be my fault,might be yours.I dont know.
dont go all up over relationship stuff.
Sometime i can bear your unreasonable act for the 99th time,but not everything have 100 chances.I brought thing to this now,i'm prepared to what will turn out in the future,sides will be taken, new friendship will be forged,i'll become your bittersweet enemy,i'm prepared.

2010-02-19T19:00:00.003+08:00

Maybe not everybody gets as lucky as jason,but nevertheless,lets cling on to that hope shall we?

CNY was fun,i managed to put exam aside and celebrate like it shuld be every year
Despite economic downturn,many parent bao me more then last year:)
Gambling was fun this year,won close to $250 but gave jenny $90 to go IR which she lost 900$zzzzz.

Oh,and i just started mugging,which means lest then 4 days to mug.

Pann

maybe your right,its just that i still want to believe it yet.
I'm tired of trusting another people,so i just decided to deposite my trust in you,
guess its time to withdraw and go bankrupt?My very own friend is lying to me again,its that point of time where sides have to be drawn again.Goodluck and may the best man win

2010-02-02T18:28:00.001+08:00

Tsktsk,New porn photo out there by some polytechnic:)
Link

I seriously dont understand what are people doing now a day.
If its a private blog,i think only the boyfriend would be the one posting the pictures out.
Why are girls so STUPID to defend themself nowdays?Or was it guys just getting more bastard now?

p@nn

Question of the day is.Guy bastard or Girl stupid?

2010-02-02T03:04:00.002+08:00

Some of the people whom i miss so dearly now:)

Aunt wedding 25/10/09

Melayu+cina=Brother:)

Where are you guy?Birthday celebration.

Read up a few people blog,and i still dont understand.

If you say you love her so much and wants to get back to her and the other thinks the same.

THEN FUCKING GET TOGETHER LAHS.

LOVE DOESNT WORK ITS WAY,YOU WORK INTO LOVE WAY!

p@nn

YouTube - The Arka Teks - Under the City Lights

2010-02-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

YouTube - The Arka Teks - Under the City Lights

Song random song i found it nice while watching peter chow videos.
2 more weeks to CNY
3 more weeks to Exams.

Had fun gossiping together with the usual and also Mdm tan and Mr lai:)
You nvr know how bastard a lecturer can get:)

p@nn

2010-01-30T17:42:00.002+08:00

So what if i like you,if everything goes you way.
Sometime i would wonder if i can take it.
Maybe i still can bear with it now,but what about later?
There is one way to mantain this relation,i have to lie to you about every single thing.
Is that what you wanted?Thats not what i wanted.
I never wanted to lie to you,for i believe that couple should have that basic thing called 'trust'
I rather be decieved then to be doubted.
Whats a relationship without a love?or worst,trust?

p@nn

2010-01-27T23:08:00.002+08:00

Went google! blog search.
Some blog post motivated me,like the peiying instructor's
and most of all,the people form A*(institute of molecular and cell biology).
Which means new inspiration for me,
I WILL COMPLETE WHAT I SET OUT ON,NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES.
But then go so many people say bad stuff about me,but that was 2 years ago already.
Bygones be bygones.

p@nn

2010-01-27T22:20:00.002+08:00

Something that made me happy while surfing the net.

Eepheng(Y)

p@nn

2010-01-27T09:11:00.002+08:00

I am psycially and mentally tired now.
I still cannot stick a fucking pvc pipe to the cap.
If this happens for tmr,what about my group mate?what about the effort we put in for the past month?
what about my sleepless night?just to think about 'oh,how to stick the pipe'
Sillicon glue,uhu glue,elephant glue.all i tried,what more can there be use?
Clay?last resort,this better work.All the team effort is counting me,and failure is something that is not in our vocabulary.

pann

2010-01-24T23:38:00.002+08:00

Looks like Malaysian fast food wave is settling into singapore now:)which means more nice food for me:)

Nando's Peri-peri Porto.chicken is fantastic
Its like chicken chop but with 4 Peri-Peri sauces:)
1.lemon and herb
2.Mild
3.Hot
4.OMFG EXTRA HOT sauce!

Its scattered all around Malaysia and one of it is opening in singapore bugis junction!
Click here for links

Next up,WENDY's!
Its at lau pa sat and they are famous for square burger and their chicken too!
Click here for links

This special stall that stayed in malaysia that never reopened in singapore again:(
A&W
Nothing is special in this stall(not even the root beer float)
Everything sucked,badly.Its not special at all.
Even their oh-so-special corny dog is worst then 1901's hotdog

Lastly,the new threat towards Kfc.POPEYES!.
Whip potato rocks,period.
Chicken,Kfc rocks more.
The menu is quite the same with kfc.
Like the ultimate value box(1chicken and 1 burger)
The biscult they have which kfc sells only in the morning.

Problem is fast food in malaysia is really slow.__

KFC IS SELLING EGG TARTS FOR BREAKFAST!

Pann.

I cant trust you,maybe not now.
You lie to me not just once,but twice,alright,maybe you did not lied you just ignore my question.
You made 2009 a year of misfortune for me.Things wasnt getting any better for me that year,especially our birthday month.
Only when a girl is able to let me fully trust her
Then i will be able to fully trust back what a relationship holds for me.

2010-01-21T20:36:00.003+08:00

Why is it that when you always want to say sorry,you never get the guts to say it face to face?
And that when you want to say it,the person is nowhere to be found?

Semestral project if finally over!So is project engineering drawing and also quality control:)
Which means 1 hour of lecture tmr and free:)

A-team installation day yesterday.
I got my name card and badge already,am still waiting for me blazer!:)

Pann

Talk is never cheap,only when you realise,it is wrong of you to determine who is wrong base on you first failed relationship?
I do what i set on on,whatever it take.
Only when you realise this,only when you realise how strong my determination is.
Then you know that,you have trusted the right guys.

2010-01-15T00:15:00.003+08:00

I dalje vam nedostajati.
Sve do sada, nisi ni rekao mi je razlog da dio.
Koji makes me wonder, ako si ikada mene voljela od početkaI dalje vam nedostajati.

Mean while,i shall show you my GIRLFRIEND!Follow by my 9 concubine:)

Alright,this shall be my new year resolution already.

Hmm,fever non stop going up and down.

p@nn

2010-01-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

Hello!
I dont understand people now.
When you say people are hypocrites just because they help other people and never help you,
and that when you nag that 'oh i help him before and he never help me back'
look whos the hypocrite now?
Maybe i learn things the hard way,but this also made me realise.
ACT OF RANDOM KINDNESS DOESNT EXIST AT ALL
When you help people,think hard.
Do you expect something in return?
Random kindness is something about giving and not to care about receiving.
This is a new year,i realise i am having lesser friends then i am suppose to made more.
Maybe it also made me realise something.Instead of blogging how you feel about your friends on your blog,why dont you go fucking talk to them?ask them what happen,why like that,blahblah
Thr fact is,when you just sit at the keyboard typing furious and not doing ANYTHING.
WHAT FUCKING THING CAN YOU CHANGE?
I am not saying someone with the blogskin of twilight nor the one that just created blog.:)
Its just something that i want to tell someone so long.Maybe 15 min or nap time gives me many inspiration.:)
hag,i want to dota badly now,what happen to the Bee.(insertname) clan?

P@NN
Knowing that you still care about me,still makes me happy:)

HELLO 2010!

2010-01-02T20:44:00.000+08:00

Alright,Last day of the year,of course must blog!.

This year was fruitful! never mind the economic down turn and the swine flu.
JANAURY
Thats when i got my result for O lvl.
First downturn for me,i never expect 19,something better.Like 14 point.
Because i want to go into sp food science,what junice is studying right now.
But then,i realise no point crying over spilt milk.
If i cant get into what i get,what not make the best of what i cannot get?
FEBUARY
CHINESE NEW YEAR!
Celebrated new year with SP cfp peeps
Naval base peepsNot to mention dota overnight at xiu e house
and i wonder will we do it for this coming year?I kinda miss xiu e:)
MARCH
It was where my aunt in msia died,with 3 children left behind and uncle working in singapore.
went back to visit hows thing are there,she was,after all,the only aunty who sent me birthday cards every year.

I started back working at KFC again.New bond forged,many gone now too:(

I also tried out OCC with bai niao,i guess KFC is still better for me:)

Best event would have been the PYPS camp.
3rd year running for me,new friend old friends,doesnt matter much right?
At least jian kai went back for the last time before his departure to NS:)Some people which make big impression on me like Ming shan,Hui ping a very very long lost friend:)which also let me know crystal cheng!Majhong siao people.

APRIL
School starting,something else started else too.This love the i wont forget.
So i got into CPT0902,went on to become class rep:)

Always notice our haircut when school started:)
MAY

Mother birthday,sister birthday,and then mother day.
Not to mention cpt very first formal presentation
JUNE
Nothing much happen during period,except for A-team and SCL camp
Add on with A-team day,even facebook say nothing else much.
Oh and maybe it was that special someone birthday as well.
JULY
It was indeed the best month of all
Starting off with benchball!
Afterthat,award winning comm skill video.:)So much fun made,so much friend found:)AUGUST
Shall leave this month blank,even though it was my birthday,but nothing else was worth mentiongs,everything sucked in short
SEPTEMBER
Class first outing,BBQ to be exact:)
OCTOBER
VIETNAM TRIP!Skipping off recent stuff.
This year was filled with rollercoaster ride for me.
Friends do change,but friendship made still remind the same.
Yes,some do forget friends once they have girl/boyfriend
but then i am glad that somestill stay behind!

pann

2009-12-31T00:05:00.001+08:00

New year new wishes.
Celebration with the special people again tmr:).

Pann

I dont understand,even if i am correct,why do i still have to take the blame like i am in the wrong the first place?Yes,people do change,but not to the extend of this?

2009-12-22T19:22:00.004+08:00

I am kinda bored now.With nothing to blog and plenty of flu bugs.
Genting was fun,finally bought a boxer.
The feeling wasnt what i suppose it to be.Gonna chuck it one side soon
Sunway shopping center:)Dont worry,you wont catch me doing it at northpoint.
But then,the attention i gotten by all the kids.was damn happy lahs!
All the kids seems to be fighting with their parents lohs
'why cant i sit in the trolley like the korkor?'
As a typical singapore kids,we visited all the fast not found in Singapore.
Starting with A&W(wasnt really nice,the root beer float wasnt any nicer too)
Then follow by sushi king!Its better than Sakae(for sure)40 rm for smt more then i can get in Sakae
Mary brown@Genting.
Mary brown was still the best i think,cos we visited it alot of time!the chicken is fantastic(EVEN BETTER THEN KFC)
I still miss those crazy people,Jian kai,AWOL next time!
Viking ship at genting outdoor theme park.
Pann

Was it our on-off relationship that make me fell in love with you so much?
Or was it something else more?

2009-12-17T00:41:00.002+08:00

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/1025168/1/.html

What a fucking douchebag,
15 year old kid molest 12 woman range 14-39?
http://a1preview.asia1.com.sg:90/vgn-ext-templating/v/index.jsp?vgnextoid=36f9b8c127695210VgnVCM100000430a0a0aRCRD&vgnextchannel=e51829dcee322110VgnVCM100000bd0a0a0aRCRD&pageNum=2
Even worst.
Romanian embassy car got stolen and a hit and run accident happen?
Like hello?
Serious conspiracy going on here.
Wait till the police found out the killer is actually a romanian and Singapore will have a big boo boo with Romanain just like with that US vandalise who got caned

Pann

2009-12-08T01:17:00.000+08:00

I guess i am having ideas for my wedding:)
Maybe the backdrop will not be a church.
hmmm,i wonder.

p@nn

Beloved AUNTY:)

2009-11-29T14:36:00.000+08:00

AUNTY GEMMA WOO:)

The last time i saw you should be bout 6-7 years ago?

Wonder why i remember your house so vividly till now?
Its was because i went there during CNY and FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I THROW A ANG POW INTO THE MAIN RUBBISH BIN!prfffft.
Have fun talking to you for the past 3 week or so,was really surprise when my sister found your on facebook,my my,my sister really got uses:)or maybe WOO is a VERY VERY rare surname?
my impression of you during my aunty wedding was your are damn anti-social:)
dont ask me why,you just never talk to me and my cousin at all(we are the one starting the convo)
I really cant give you much advice to do on holiday as i am always going to Brunei finding my aunty or malaysia to find my sister,so its kinda fun filled for me,but during O's lvl post-exam , i always went to library and dota almost everyday:)so sad you dont dota:(.
Meet up soon uhs:)Cookie and also Zoo outing:)
Cant believe i took 2 weeks to do this blog:(

P@nn

2009-11-22T03:40:00.002+08:00

Thanks to you,what you have done.
People are asking me weird stuff when i am working.
Of all,do your stuff secretly,doesnt mean we dont talk about it,means everybody dont know.
Because of you,i find it hard to trust any girl.
Because of you,i find it even harder now to fall in love.
Because of you,i am digusted by the very sight of girls holding hand.
The way you act,making retard guys falling for you(yes,myself included) while hanky-pankying around with her.I cant believe i fell for that,i shuld have been smarter for this.
Meanwhile,whats left is another guy who is unaware of that situation,someone whom i look so closely after.
How am i suppose to 'trust' my girlfriend fully next time?Given the fact that i got betrayed again and again,or maybe it was just karma on what i have done 3 years ago?
I told you already,lie as though its real,dont think your lying to a 3 year old kid.It wont work on me anymore,but because of you,i have reach another chapter of my life,loving a homosexual.How stupid am i,to trust that bitch to 'woo after her' and 'she a very good girl',i cant believe i fell for that fucking trick.
I just hate it,when you hafta pay back for what you have done wrong during your 'stupid year'
Once,wiseman say only fools rush in,and i cant believe i am that one.

P@nn

shall stop,the more i type,the more my keyboard gonna suffer

2009-11-20T00:04:00.002+08:00

After 3 month of epic saga of bitches,lesbian and cunt.I guess i am starting to pick up on my life now.Till now,this year wasnt any fun at all,nothing is going smooth for me.Ok maybe some.

P@nn

i cant believe,its coming all over again,close for 3month,stranger for 1mth,then close for 3mth agaain.Its werid.

Funny it is to say,the first time i saw you,i knew we would be together.whats left is how our parents will react.Hehe

2009-11-19T00:26:00.003+08:00

WHAT TO BLOG
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This is a hectic Month for me,Malay cultural group production,National Education seminar,Emcee team presentation,Child's play 2009.next month,i promise to blog more.

Ok fuck,i realise i am busy for the first week and going to genting on the second.
Ok,maybe week 3 of dec:)after standard charted run and Kick it!.

p@nn.

You made me wonder,if we were together,how long can we last?
The attitude we had,who will give in?
And till now,i still dont know why i liked you so much.

I guess thats the only way to keep you on studying

NATIONAL EDUCATION SEMINAR

2009-11-12T20:39:00.003+08:00

Ne seminar.

I realise secondary school teachers is really stubborn fuck shit.

Ask them to take the front row,they can walk pass us without any
respect and do what we ask them not to do.When prompt to move infront,they said 'i am very stubborn,dont bother asking me to move' If i took a fucking video will you get laughed at by your student?Doesnt mean we student mean you can dont listen to use,dint the minister say if you want to teach NE it need to start from you? You are obviously not following and how the hell you expect your student to listen to you?Maybe its just one black sheep out of all.Tsktsk.

2009-11-08T19:14:00.001+08:00

i miss this bunch of people:)

Gamble needs no language

2009-11-03T23:35:00.007+08:00

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20091030/tap-830-peoples-association-organises-ma-231650b.html
majhong is so cool nowadays:)

I had a fun Organic Chem this Monday though,so i am gonna teach you abit with our sticks-and-balls models:)

See the ring ring?its called cyclopropane cos got 3 carbon(carbon is black) so is "pro'

this is Alyene follows the fomula of CnHn-2 triple bond is in alyene
And this is propane cos got 3 carbon and 8 hydrogen c3h8:)
Ethene(i forget ethane or ethene is in cow fart:))
ChloroButane
I like this one it is CYCLOCHLOROBUTANE

Last Molecule to share,its the best of the best!

This is invented by me,its called the pannoxyl group cos it have 4 pann-ronium and 4 pann-ite in it.(its Pr4Pi4)

When pannoxyl group attaches to panner-tron,it becomes Panntinum-prime!

the chemical formula for panntinum-prime is *grasp!* Pr20Pi20C4H5O100S60... what ever,its is so long then my paper ran out of space to write and yeah panntinum-prime has the natural ability to degenerade plutonium and uranium so i guess Usa will be buying my newly invented atom to kill the pesky north korean and their pesky kim jong il and their pesky tae-po-don and their pesky kim jong il son.

Last thing,watch my sister's keeper with A-teamers last tues.
i realise this movie is better then jodi piccoult book(cos i cried).
The wonder of sisters is just amazing.
but then kudos to jodi piccoult:)
her book is amazing like salem falls:)

alright,exco result is out tmr vice president here i come!

pann

MacDee manager dies of overworking:(

2009-10-28T19:59:00.004+08:00

http://news.sg.msn.com/topstories/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3674626
this is so so sad,to think i am having fun in Karoshi sucide man game
At least i got some new reason to tell if i need to work:)
but then kudos to japanese who cant tahan such not-meant-for-man jobs.
Working over 80 hours of Over-time?
lets say
8 hours a day
6 days a week
4 weeks a month
80 hours of over time

8x6x4+80=272 hours!!!

Hours in a months is like only 720hours

you spent 1/3 of your time working,i guess i can die because i cannot meet my friends:(

On the brighter side,went to watch My sister's keepers ytd
not bad not bad,girls cry like free and guys,ehm,we sweat abit lohs.Nothing much
Its a sad show,v nice ending.Cos the book is younger sister die while this one is older sister.

A-teamers:)
Awesome.

p@nn
are you avoiding me?

2009-10-27T23:53:00.002+08:00

The focus of this picture isnt on the girls(shu fang and bethany from BPT0901) but on the right side:)
So i was given the role to open the car door:)
this is funny,my sister became the centre of attraction instead of my aunt,so much for her 'princess outfit'

See that little girl beside my sister?She is 16 this year btw and she is my aunty,so if i am interested in her it would kinda be damn weird.
From me clockwise.Pann,Gerald,Germain,Gwendolyn,GEMMA,Charmaine,Benny

pann

this wedding is damn damn fun and it prove to me that i have more headache to come:(

2009-10-25T01:12:00.000+08:00

ADD me at pannersthebomb@live.com
email kena random hacked into.prffft

2009-10-23T13:13:00.002+08:00

oh shit,currently now at LCCT(low cost cargo terminal a.k.a budget terminal).
If not for Scl interview,i will be enjoying my holiday till tmr but oh well.
It seems like i cannot even enjoy in the first place,halfway my trip
1.Hamka called me to ask me why i am not in school.
2.jeff text me for the same stuff
3.Kelvin Roberts text me to say Oc tut cancel.
4.Mohan text me to say BioChem is cancel.

look like i cannot give up on my class yet.
Opps,its time to board the plane.
WISH ME LUCK FOR MY INTERVIEW:)

p@nn

Auf wiedersehen:)

2009-10-22T00:55:00.003+08:00

I was reminded of a joke on a random occasion to visit my uncle who was in the hospital last month.

TTSH always have stringen check after the H1N1 flu so they need to check the name/relationship toward the patient etc.

My mom,dad sister and me.

Counter(asking my mom):What is your relationship towards the paitent?

Mom:BROTHER-IN-LAW.

*counter check 3 time cos my aunty name is PAN li yi while my mother is TAN lai choo*

Counter: Can i have your daughter/son ez-link/Ic?

*counter check many time after realising my sister name is NG jie qi charmaine and mine is WONG pann*

Welcome to my family:)

weirdo unite

p@nn

A-Team Gm. <333

2009-10-21T01:15:00.001+08:00

Louis Vitton pwn:)

I realise one thing.

NEVER EVER EVER FIGHT WITH IDIOTS.
you will stoop down to their level,and they will beat you with experience

p@nn

2009-10-20T01:31:00.001+08:00

Découvrez la culture coréenne pour vous séduire?
Sérieusement, votre première fille qui m'a fait sentir tellement parlé de vous.

leçon de français est à partir de mercredi

2009-10-19T11:33:00.002+08:00

Another day for me to blog,

Ms lim sze erm of project engineering just called me at 11.20 to tell me her 12pm lesson is canceled.
My classmates gonna kill me(sorry to Clara and Sufei).
I am starting to have hate lesbians now,maybe i shall start another holocaust.
Alright,maybe i am fine with lesbians. But i just got cheated by one,maybe its just a impact too huge for me already.
Thanks to all people who encouraged me during this time but nope,i wont prove myself man by becoming gay:).
Starting to feel that i am working because of my manager now,not for my stall.

p@nn

Eepheng,sorry lah,really no inspiration to blog.

2009-10-16T01:53:00.003+08:00

I need to find out everything before this month.
Because once you leave,i may realise i loved the wrong person.
How crooked you taught me to be.
How you tricked me.

Everything is going to my plan now.
Its just how much more heart break i could take.

p@nn

this is a post which only one person could understand.
& damn,its me

You never knew how sensitive i could get with your words.
Sometime is not what you did,,its what you never did.
Seeing you face for a second also counts to me.
I realised,you might be the one.

2009-10-15T15:19:00.001+08:00

TRANSFER TO ISLAND-WIDE STALL?.

p@nn.

& live like we are dying

2009-10-14T23:13:00.002+08:00

I am another kid guilty of wasting food/overeating.
So now here i am,making a promise to myself,never to waste food again.
Hurray to Yum! empire for supporting this programme for the second year and boo to Singapore for donating $30,000 only?!WHATTHEFUCKISTHISSHIT?
pissed offfffffff

p@nn

2009-10-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

Ah!
the urge to blog before sleeping:(
watch Shorts with cousin just now.
Meeting him talk about his escape theme park
Mainly,clarence,louis,zi hui and aishah.

I want to have a change of job.
Its very tiring for me now,i shuldnt even bring personal life into work
in the first place.Its killing everybody in it,oh well maybe just me.
A few choices for me now.
Stay in Kfc(transfer)
Got a few nice place to go to:)
Woodland 888
Serangoon central
Jurong swimming complex.
why these 3 places?
All are home-delivery stall
888 is nearest from here,Serangoon is where new Rm from and
Jurong being my ex Rm transfered there(keep psyco-ing me say mayflower girl very cute)

Tiong baru as a telemarketeer@7bucks per hour?
Abit too far.

Ben & Jerry@Vivo city.
A place where i got interest in after bai niao went there for interview:)

I still prefer working in FnB line because revenge is very easy to get.
MUST PUNISH CB CUSTORMER:)))

Pann.

New song
Live like we're dying by Kris Allen
Kris Allen is such a rip off,stealing Script song but his version is much better:)

Or shuld i change my playlist to the beatles?
1.Here comes the sun
2.Sergent lonely pepper
3.Paperback writer
4.Hello,Goodbye
5.Yesterday
6.Let it be
7.Strawberry field

Shall decide again when i go to Gideon house and play Beatles rock band:)

2009-10-13T23:49:00.003+08:00

Short post before i go off.

A few picture first
Room 301 thats what we call Sin room.Drink drink and die

Hamka,brothers:)

No brain juice for captions anymore

p@nn

When i see the sunset in your eyes
yes i do feel sad.
During Vietnam,i realise every sunset comes better sunrise.
I realise i never took her as a substitute,she was something i loved.
The personality you have,is something special.

2009-10-12T13:11:00.001+08:00

keep up with my speed
get left behind if your slow
or i'll go after you if you go fast
life aint fair,how many time must i teach you this?

pann

Vietnam photos up real soon

2009-10-05T02:17:00.002+08:00

New blog song,give it a listen.
Sempurna mean perfection in malay
wasnt originally sung by Andra And The Backbone,was by some old indo lady
There is also a chinese version by zhang dong liang
this band kinda remind me Aerosmith though:)
ah perfections,its those little perfection in life that makes it perfect:)

p@nn

its gonna be a great day ahead,and thats a promise

2009-10-04T19:39:00.002+08:00

last proper post before i FLY off to vietnam.
You cant escape from the fact,you life is getting worst
here i am trying to help you
but you are denying me from help.
Is it fear or is there some other reason that is stopping you from taking that one step?
Deep down inside,i hope that i am right,how sorry you are when you realised you shuld have listen to me,but then some part wanted it to be wrong,i dont want me being correct at the expense of your studies.Its tough,saying that i love you no more.Feelings linger on,yes i do miss you,but the mistake you have committed despite me telling you not to several time ,no i cant forgive you for that.I will still help you out secretly,you are after all,my best protege.Look out for those little encouraging notes when i am gone,when i say i am not helping you,i'm lying.
You have brave the storm but stopped at the very last barrier,how could you back out easily?

p@nn

To Beautiful Auto Plurker/Blogger:remember to help me blog and plurk daily please

2009-10-02T02:24:00.002+08:00

ah,cambodia vids by erica.
Hope the view of mekong river from vietnam is different:)
and i want to visit ha long bay sooooo much.

p@nn

2009-09-30T03:24:00.002+08:00

Dota was fun just now,So many heros bought manta.ROFL
Vietnam trip is just 4 days to go
and many thing that i have not done.
hope typhoon ketsuna wont visit vietnam again when i go:(

p@nn

Sometime when lies hurts,the truths hurts even more.
You will know my reason someday,and yes you will

2009-09-29T00:58:00.003+08:00

3 simple choices on this sat before i go to vietnam.
1.Go out with birdy and gang play with fire
2.Go out with Justin and gang burn people house.
3.Help kwa shi yun work instead.

there,its listed in priority

p@nn

2009-09-28T05:57:00.001+08:00

I am about to sink my teeth into one of the ice-cream mooncake for this year when Kanye came in and told me SNOWSKIN MOONCAKE IS THE BEST!

Pann

credits to mutton.
#5 Regret.
Vietnam trip is coming soon!

2009-09-24T05:46:00.003+08:00

Time to mug hard after sem start,
am really really dissapointed by the result.
Maybe your just not adapting to working and studying at the same time
But then in studies,your background doesnt matters,be it rich or poor.
pann,the next sem,beat the odds,you know you can do it.
After all,i managed to get over one of my fear,what more could exam do?

2009-09-23T08:27:00.001+08:00

Module Code	Module Description	Module Credit	Module Grade	Grade Point	Module Credit Earned	Grade Point x Module Credit Earned
CL1301	ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 1A/1B	4	B	3.0	4	12.0
CL1302	COMMUNICATION SKILLS	4	B	3.0	4	12.0
CL1304	CHEMICAL ENGINEERING PRINCIPLES	5	B	3.0	5	15.0
CL1309	MATERIALS SCIENCE	5	B	3.0	5	15.0
CL1310	INORGANIC & PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY	5	A	4.0	5	20.0
CL1345	THINKING AND PROBLEM SOLVING SKILLS	2	DIST	4.0	2	8.0
Total:		25				82.0

Total Grade Points x Module Credits Earned = 82.0

Total Module Credits = 25

GPA = ∑(Grade Point x Module Credit Earned) / ∑(Module Credit)

Hence, your GPA is 82.0/25 = 3.28

Blah Blah,abit dissapointed with my result,but then me sleeping=cannot be compromised.
Pann you mug hard enough,well deserved rest is on the 5th!

2009-09-23T02:50:00.001+08:00

Result is going out!and i cant sleep:)
I need someone to acc me and watch Fd4.I dont dare to watch:(.
Clarence please?

pann

2009-09-22T05:06:00.003+08:00

I think i am not putting my blog to shame by not blogging and my phone to shame as well for no taking photos.Good news is,i clocked in 250 hours in Kfc,which means bout 1k pay.bad news is i am spending for vietnam:(.
I promise i will quality blog when i get back from vietnam.
Meanwhile,let me just experience love all over again.
From me,the definition of love for me will be
Feeling emotions that you never or had not felt a long time.
Sometime i liked it very much,Sometime i hate it.
When we get together,yes
When you ignored me,No

Ksy,this is now or never.
Thats the last choice for you and i already made mine.

p@nn

2009-09-20T17:23:00.002+08:00

S U R P R I S E ! :D

Hurhur, The Fat Girl is hungry now. And that means.. SHE IS ANGRY. A hungry woman is an angry woman. Ever heard of it? If not, you are just so ignorant. Oh my, I sound like a stucked-up bitch now. Nehmind up to you to think :D OKAY BYE OFF TO WATCH MY AIDS SHOW. Pann, please be a lil' more clever and do not attempt to have unprotected sex with woman, guys or gays in Vietnam. I certainly do not want you to come back with nothing, but AIDS. :)

Thank you, I know I'm caring :D

Xoxo,
Auto Blogger. :)

2009-09-20T03:27:00.002+08:00

Sometime stupidest password is the best password.
Tmr will be that day:)either you steal my heart or i steal yours:)

2009-09-20T03:14:00.003+08:00

Ever heard of Auto Plurker? If not, then too bad. If yes, that's good for you! :D Hereby now introducing Auto Blogger, LOL! :x

I just want to make fun of this stupid guy who has such a stupid password :( Trust me, it's like the stupidest password I've ever heard in my whole life! And for those who wants to guess who I am, continue guessing and I hope you'll have fun! WONG PANN, DON'T REVEAL WHO I AM PLZ! (:

P.S : Okay lah dont say I not good, so secretive neh give you all clues okay! I AM A FAT GIRL!

Xoxo,
Auto Blogger. :)

2009-09-16T01:31:00.002+08:00

My uncle in class A ward at ttsh with my $7.90 'Get well soon' balloon.
It certainly lets him get well while i get poorer:(

Something really stupid happened today.
A sec 1 yishun sec boy kick the kfc side door and it broke.
whole thing shattered and his leg is bad with a deep cut.
Good thing his girlfriend is one of those Pri 5 junior i had 3 years ago from the pyps camp,if not i will never help him for breaking the door.
Bad news for him,80bucks gone for an ambulance and who knows how much for stitching and repairs for the door.
Reason for him kicking the door?In a bad mood.
Stupid reason!
I stab you with a knife and say i am in a bad mood,does it make me off the hook?NO!
Bad mood isnt any excuse in the eyes of laws!
Like those US journalist who got detain in North korea for trepassing?
Their reason is?They dint know.
Stupid.stupid.stupid.
I also can sleep with a 16 year old girl and say i thought she was 21.

THE FACT IS,IGNORANCE AND 'IN A BAD MOOD' ISNT RECONISED IN THE EYES OF THE LAW YOU DOUCHE BAG.WAKE UP YOUR FUCKING IDEA!

p@nn

gosh,so agitated.

2009-09-14T00:27:00.003+08:00

Hello fellow readers,
My blog will go into 'hibernation' mode as the owner is tired.
He worked from Thursday last week to Friday next week,bladdy shit.
work 8 days no double pay and hari raya is coming soon.Please do not order from Kfc.
Meanwhile,live fun,stay strong.
I actually forget about you.Rofl,but i always remember you as WXY:)

p@nn

Somehow,my happypill got her own happypill which she is not my happypill right now as she have her happypill.But then,thank you for that 3 months:)

A good old $200 well spent

2009-09-11T02:45:00.003+08:00

Finally a title for me!
First time spent $200 still feel so good.
Reall nothing much these 2 days,
helping out Nyp mindsport for 3 days and saw a few classmates of mine in 2 days.
From dragon boat,adventure club and Symphony orchestra.guess yourself peeps:)
and i realise non of my classmates is in club cca:(
Means no collaboration for cca:(

p@nn

2009-09-09T23:55:00.001+08:00

202 post,2121 visitor.
Hmm i am so in love with 2's.
its a big hint for you to find out:)

p@nn

2009-09-09T01:24:00.003+08:00

Went for dinner with Christopher,joey,sharon and bock aik.
Buffet at the yio chu kang stadium there by the Suki group.
Really really full.
Basically did nothing much today,just that went to Occ to pool with bird,lun,xun and daph.

p@nn

Seriously,i am disgusted by your actions
I cant bring myself to face you or my manager.
Because i hate you all.
But then this something personal,no point draggin into work.
I am posting this because i know you computer is down
Because i could not tell anyone else and how much i want to say this out
How much i hate you.
Or the fact that i hate you for making me falling for you.
You cant be trusted anymore.

2009-09-08T03:30:00.001+08:00

this guy is fantastic,the part at 1.01.Jian kai introduce me to this vid some time last year and i just rmb!enjoy!

p@nn

its was just an infatuation,and your still trying to lead me into it.tsk

LOVE

2009-09-07T01:59:00.002+08:00

Love always need risk,you need to take the risk to trust your partner first
risk here risk there,only then can 'love each other for the better or the worst'
And i realise,since you tried,why not now just sit down and relax and watch the show unfold infront of you?because somepart of you feel good,how the girl have not listen to you and how wrong she is,but then you also felt that you shuldnt have let her fight the fight alone.
and i am tired of talking to wall,no point for me loving a wall either.
and seriously,i guess both of us sucked in relationship,so forget it.

p@nn

2009-09-06T01:56:00.003+08:00

Many thing happen today,
to guy out there,please do not sms while peeing.
there can only be 3 senerio.
1.
If you are wearing a pants which need to be zipped,
imagine a hose that no one is controlling and is bursting out at full speed
this happened to me and it kinda pee In my pants instead of the toliet bowl.

2.
elastic band pants.
Dont imagine,because you will be doing a ultra high angle shot like in gunbound if you pee free hand.

3.
Dick with muscle controlled by you.
Congrats,i guess i never reach that stage where you can control you dick by shifting to the left or right.

come to think of.

WHAT IS THE LIGHTEST THING IN THE WORLD?
Go ahead and put your anwer on my tagboard:)

p@nn

2009-09-05T02:55:00.002+08:00

So bored.

I guess i had fun in this 3-close-to-4-month friendship now
but i guess you got your own preference
oh well,time to move on,
find new friends,good friends or bad friend.
and maybe occasional stalking by me.

Maybe my mum was correct,
the fact that i am so suspicious of everything right now,
is because what i do,like how i cheated on my ex girlfriend during sec 3 years.
I'm just afraid that,if this can happen to me,why not my girlfriend as well?
And i am so stupid to tell my girlfriend i did it.
yeah yeah,you may think i am dumb but,
i cannot let guilt live in me,because i cant sleep well which i treasure so much
I guess i am those who cant stay faithful for long.
And the way for me to fall in love again
Find a girl who doesnt have anyfriends.

the end

i shouldnt be post all this lame shit stuff despite the fact that it is an holiday and i should enjoy myself instead.

p@nn

and seriously,i cant believe that there is douche bag in this world.tsktsk

2009-09-04T02:11:00.001+08:00

sorry that i lied,
but let me hold on to our fantasy a little longer

2009-09-04T01:14:00.003+08:00

i realise a cycle that is going on
Guys like me like pessimistic girl
pessimistic girl like the boy which lean over the 'dark side'
and this 'boy' typically prefer girl who is fuck-able.
Its a cycle which goes on and on..
But then,there is always a minority.I am not saying its a 100% correct cycle.
I am determined to change the mindset of the pessimistic girl
pessimistic girl wants to change the mindset of the guy.
blahblahblah

I guess i always agreed something with daphne.
If we want to go into the relationship.
dont expect to change the personality/midset of your partner
expect that your mindset will be change instead.

Its a cruel cruel world out there.
and i gain a special ability today:)
or shuld i say i learn new stuff about my ability instead:)\\

p@nn.

To daphne:WHO SAY WILL NOT HAPPEN!LOVE IS VERY POWERFUL DE K?

2009-09-03T02:13:00.002+08:00

hmm,doing nothing but youtubing these few days

You shuld got 'rest' so i can sleep with you later.
My weedle can 'string-shot' on your face if you wan.LOLOLOLOL
EW!MY EKANS IS EVOLVING!AHHHHHH

2009-09-03T01:44:00.001+08:00

went for Bbq just now,and tsunami happened at indo again,
can see how sad clara was when she could not contact her mother in jakata.
But oh well!everything is fine now!
so tired now,goooodbye.
photos will be updated some time soonz!

p@nn

2009-09-02T04:19:00.002+08:00

ever remember when you are small?
when mommy would always say dont play with fire,pain pain.
but you would never listen and play with fire.
some time Not listening+accident=experience.
you try to tell others,chances are,they wont listen.
So maybe i shuld just let you play with fire first.
then you will know what is call pain.
but i dont deny i am right all the time.
love always have exceptions.
but due to recent spade of event,i dont thing i wanna go with the odds anymore.
seriously,its tiring me out.
I am beginning to understand why my mother always taught me this way.
She aways let things happen to me first before having a post-accident consultation.
and dealing with teens nowaday,you can never deny them from doing,
you only force them to do more only,and some stupid parent still dont understand these theory\

pann

so i am letting you go
but i wonder when will i see your face again?
when will i breathe you in again?

2009-09-02T03:35:00.001+08:00

and i just got the sweetest revenge:)

2009-09-02T01:29:00.003+08:00

Lyrics wise,its describe what i am feeling,Mv wise,NO

'When i see you,i run out words to say'

So damn excited to about my class outing
To continue on with yesterday,when i went back to peiying.
I saw a woman whom i had affair with during sec 3.
Wonder what affair it could be,well.
Making out in school,how cool is that?
Dont bother asking me anything else,quite a number of people know this anyway.
Right now,theres this girl living in Earth whom i am thinking of.
And i am gonna dream of her now:)

P@nn
I never wanna see you cry,cry,cry
and i never wanna tell a lie lie lie.

Out of the darkness and into the sun
but i wont forget the place i come from,
Take a risk,Take the chance,make the change

2009-09-01T03:56:00.003+08:00

No fair No fair No fair.
I guess i am suffering from post-break up syndrome
apart from the crankiness,i did stuff which i never did or rarely did.
I wan to say Hi to you today,but i guess no point
Since you are carrying happily on with you life.
Something else happened,i am disgusted by someone,
Not because of what you did in front of me,but behind my back.
I am not as dumb as you look,and being betrayed by this method seems so weird.
Exams over>Naval base>Peiying
Went Manting house and i am chanting KHA with adeline.LOL
after that went home and went to work again
So technically i am now 45 hours awake without a sleep:)

p@nn

2009-08-31T05:34:00.001+08:00

With nothing more to say,how to continue with this?
Flu getting worst,hope i dont kena sent home for having fever:(

p@nn

i do realise i like to make thing into a dead end

2009-08-31T02:47:00.002+08:00

If you cheat for it,you will come to resent it.
If you steal it,it will haunt you
What you work hard for may become the sweetest thing in your life.

I guess i learn it the hard way tonight.
and i dont want to be chicken rice also:(